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26th-Jun-2007 10:06 pm(no subject)
so i'm dating tyler
he's adorable
but fuccckkkkk
i can't kiss him.. i just can't
everythings so weird
i'll look over at him
and realize it's not ross
and it's the worst slap in the face.

i don't know what to do. why must i do this to people.
why is life so hard.
it would be so much easier to just pull a trigger or swallow a bunch of pills.
wow that sounded pretty emo right there.
i need a fuckin breaaaaaak.
powell river here i come.
i miss you daddy. =[
25th-Jun-2007 07:34 pm(no subject)
i'm living a lie.
24th-Jun-2007 07:52 pm(no subject)

so now you've lost me for real
and it hits you deep, i can tell.
well, i'm sorry that i moved on from your web of lies.
no, you can't come over tonight.
i like someone else, and it has nothing to do with getting you jealous.
for the first time in three months.
now you're realizing the mistake that you made.
she doesn't care that you were rushed to the hospital, all alone, for six hours.
i do.
so, even though i wish i didn't love you, you'll always have a place in my heart.
just not in the place you want to be.
i don't love you anymore, like that anyway.
i thought this was going to be a hard goodbye..
but it really isn't.

16th-Jun-2007 03:48 pm(no subject)
you're after the chase and that's it.
well you know what? i don't give a fuck anymore.
chase all you want. you'll be chasing forever because i don't think i'll ever let you catch me.
11th-Jun-2007 07:13 am(no subject)
so lonely for him.
what i want to know is; why is he in denial?
is he even in denial? it's what everyone's saying.
you make me weak at the knees..
the only person who doesn't have to say anything to make me smile.
the person i'll never get sick of.
the one who makes me feel like the most amazing girl.
the luckiest girl.

but when it all comes down to it,
i just want you to want me.
4th-Jun-2007 06:23 pm(no subject)
so kiss me..
2nd-Jun-2007 11:00 pm(no subject)
Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don’t feed me violence, just run with me
Through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee’s never strong enough
I know you think it’s more than just bad luck...
1st-Jun-2007 04:30 pm(no subject)

i'm a broken record player.

27th-May-2007 12:11 pm(no subject)
I want everyone to know, even though it seems like I'm obsessed with myself, and very self-sympathetic
I'm really not. I'm a lot harder on myself than others... maybe I am dramatic, but that's just who I am.

And if you think about it, 2007 has been pretty shitty for me. I mean sure, it's had its ups, but god damn those downs..
and I try, I really do. But people constantly let me down. And I don't know what I'm doing wrong

I'll never forget this, though..
"Ross, what am I doing wrong?"
"What are you talking about..?"
"It must have been my fault, all of this."
"That's your problem right there. You think you're the one who's doing the wrong thing, but you aren't.. and if there was one thing I could change about you, it would be your eating disorder. So there."

Maybe R.H. isn't as stupid as we all thought.
26th-May-2007 11:07 am - day one.
i will lose 15.6 pounds through fasting.
i can do this.
my plan is to take hoodia pills when STARVING, and drink lots of water.
at least 30 minutes of cardio a day.
at least a 30 minute walk a day.
and pilates/toning exercises.

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